End of Summer Term

Mood:Tired Health:Good Weather:Cold

Today is the last day of my summer term. It is a day that I wished it wouldn't come...

It was hell, rushing to complete my last coursework in the summer term. I spent quite a lot of time analysing the mechanics of a fracture fixation plate. The mechanical calculation got more complicated each time and I felt really sick! Three days ago, I realised I need to re- calculate most of my mathematical equations after hearing what the rest were doing... I felt like crying.

Three days! I don't know how am I supposed to get it done. I need the mathematical solution which is quite complicated, generate the finite element modelling, analyse the results then finish my report. A moment like this made me want to give up and submit nothing. It was so easy to do that than just hanging on. After all, it won't be good work in such a limited time. So what the point?

//XX came into my mind at this stage. He didn't submit a coursework last year because it was a difficult one and he gave up. I remembered that I spent 3 weeks struggling with the solution and all I could squeeze out from my tiny brain was half the task, and not completed correct. I was surprised to get 55% for it, it was not equivalence to what I have produced.

"Just write something, don't just submit nothing!! At least you got some marks!" I told him.//

Ok...the point is, I don't want to be like him. I managed to get half of my new mathematical solution done, run my finite element and completed half of the report (full format with no depth because of limited time). It was not the kind of work I would like to submit really - this is what I called 'trash'. But no submission is even worse!

I wished I will not go through another roller coaster like this again! The tension, panic and the rush was mad! Half an hour before the office closed, I went in to submit this coursework. Hmm... I guessed I am the last person to do that.

As I was walking back home, I saw many pulling their luggages and carrying big bags. They were going home for christmas.

//What's the hurry? You all just finished classes today! If I were you, I would take a few days off before heading home. I guessed the adrenaline still lingered inside me. I need a break. I am so tired and hungry... //

All I had for the day was one cookie and two small carrot cakes. There was no time to have a decent meal. I must have a better dinner then! What for dinner? It is sam's chicken curry.

Going to Zzz after dinner...