Packing my luggage

Mood:Depressed Health:Not good Weather:Hot

Opening my luggage, I packed my bed linen, blanket and winter clothings inside. Suddenly my mind went blank. I stared at the packed possessions and felt deeply distrubed. I can't believe that I am going to leave.

What am I doing? The feelings were unbearable. Half of my body told me, "change your mind! Stay and don't go!" The other half said, "you have come so far, just continue and move on..."

Then I imagined the scene at the airport, hugs and well- wishers from family and friends. All these sank my heart deeper. I am not sure how am I going to cope when the day comes... Red eyes and red nose is not what I am looking forward to.

"Enough for today!" I shut my luggage, hoping it would shut my sorrows for a while too...